My Martha & Mary

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We each have those in our lives, for a moment or a lifetime, who help us, as only they can. For me, two came into my life after my revelational awakening.

Unfortunately, or fortunately, neither are with me now. It is sad, but too, I rejoice in their journeys, in what they brought to me, and in their living.

First, my Mary came into my life. She was a beautiful woman, my twin-flame, who burst into my life, bringing with her, a love and joy that I had never experienced. She, too, as a twin-flame, shook me to the core of my beingness. This is what twin-flames do, who they are, and their purpose in our lives. It was difficult to accept her reason in my life, or her leaving, for I wanted to connect with her in the most spiritually intimate way, through the merging of souls - from two, one becomes. This was not to be, at least in the here and now. This I came to know, for that moment is yet to come - far away from our earthly lives. To her; Thank you for setting my soul, me ablaze, and for a reason to go on. Through my fire and the ashes, I found Gold. I will always look for her, for our forever with God is but a moment away.

Next, would be my Martha. This beautiful spirit noticed my burnt and crumpled soul, still smoldering from the consummating inferno of my enlightenment. She picked me up, invited me in, held me close, and allowed me to heal. Never have I met an angel who let me be me without conditions. She simply allowed me, in all my faults and glory, to be me. My beautiful Martha provided everything I lacked, and helped me process what I had been through. She was my corporeal-angel. Thank you, falls far short in conveying my gratitude to her. Again, sadly, or gloriously, she was called home. If I were to celebrate her passing, it would be in thanks of the life she restored in me, and that she will not endure the fall of man.

There are others in my life, who, everyday are the wind beneath my wings; some who nurture and others, at least my son, who challenges me to be more.

Unfortunately, there are no words to convey my eternal gratitude, but I can, and am living God within me to the best of my ability. In this, everyday I have the opportunity to be more than who I was, and to give what I was given.

I want you to know and trust that everyone in your life is a gift, albeit, not always what you thought you wanted. However, each of these souls brings something to you; either the fires of enlightenment, or a soft gentle rain to heal your wounds. God has you, and will give you what you need to be beyond what you live - as strong as it must be, as gentle as can be.

~ I Am - Wisdom

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