The Mystery of You
So, you say you want God. You want wealth. You want joy and peace.
Here is the only answer that brings the all of what you want.
Stop defining what you want. Stop using created words within created languages and created concepts. Stop.
When you say wealth, you define or agree with another or other’s definitions.
When you say you want joy and peace, you want what was, or is defined by someone. You grab a dictionary, look it up on Google, or, now, ask A.I. Yes, you will get a definition, and you may feel comforted in that, but the only peace and joy you will find is what has been contained within concepts and definitions confined within concepts and definitions. You will, in essence, go around and around forever, always chasing, but never catching, never experiencing. This, is the hell that you will live.
You say you want heaven, Christ, God, but in your belief, your quest, you have elevated, relegated and separated what has never been separate. You say, you will go to church and find God, but you set a distance, thereby, creating separation. You set the distance of time by going to church on prescribed days, or praying at defined times, and, you have separated God from you by defining a place and time.
When you say you “want”, you will never arrive, nor see, or be. You will just and only search for that want.
The Well Will Be Never Found - Your Thirst Will Never End
When you look elsewhere, or else-time, you miss you, the well of living water, the Christ, the Savior you search for in everything, everywhere, and every-time, but you. As you do these “defined” worldly things, live within the confines of stated worldly concepts, the answers and life you desire. are only fulfilled by all the glittery deceptive limits within what you define or agree to. So, you will never be filled. Your hunger and thirst for more will never be satiated, for you never saw the well of life. You never saw the well or life, because you defined what you sought, and then proceeded to look for that, which is undefinable.
I am talking to you, not someone else, but you, who buys more and more, who must do something more, who is not happy unless. You see, the Christ you look for is not someone else, but you. When you are not living as Christ, you drink and drink, eat and eat, yet still hunger, still thirst. The well is not something; no, not a hole in the earth, nor is the water you crave. When joy comes in the morning, you missed the joy of now, of you, of God. When salvation comes, it never arrives, for tomorrow, or over there, or then, exists not. Only when you are the well, the water, will you know Christ, for Christ was, and is nowhere else, but the you, you walked past in your search.
You missed what you look for, because you define you within the limits that others stated, and that you, over time agreed with. You look in the mirror and commit to the idea that you see you. You don’t! You see a vessel that you are experiencing this plane of existence through, but you are without definition, without anything.
Nothing in this world will give you the essence, the beingness of God. Only when you set aside all else, all conceptual definitions, will you come across the waters of God, of Christ. You, the most wondrous and beautiful can only be found in you being what you seek. Don’t see Christ, God? That is, because God exists nowhere but you.
You will only see God by being God, by seeing through the eyes of God. Or, your search will never end. For you to experience God, you must live God. For you to live God, you must be God, or you will never know God.
Those who told you to look far and wide; in this building or that, said so in the control of you, not in the salvation of you. For those who have come to know of the well, the waters of life, they are living the waters of life. They are, the living water.
You will never be filled. You will thirst for more, ever more, until you live God. So, continue until you have had enough dust and empty promised mirages. When you finally realize that the what you sought was always within and all around you, you will search no more. When God created the image of God, all that is God, is, and has always resided in the creation, you. Oh, we are a dichotomy of God, of you, a cyclic trap laid so you never arrive at God. You see, when Moses received a reply at the burning bush, that reply answered only that, I Am That I Am. In that, there was, but there was not God. In that response, no confining definition was pronounced, no hierarchy created, not divisive separation- nothing: yet, infinincy.
It is your choice to keep looking everywhere else, but God did not make a mistake. The mistake was never seeing the well that you are, the waters of life that you are. So, keep looking, if you so choose, but know that you will keep thirsting, keep seeking, and keep suffering in your dying. Want to live? Be God’s most precious thought, that miraculous image; that untainted essence of God that you have always been.
In part, if not in whole, you search for something outside of you, as comfort lies in within what you define, within boundaries of the finite. You think, how could I be comforted without the blankets of confining form, space and time? And, then, you have arrived at the reason you search for God. There is no searching but within the games or lies you live. ~ I Am - Wisdom
