I can hardly wait to see you know yourself, as is known in God. When that moment arrives, tears will stream down my face, as you realize that all you have lived before, pales in comparison.
It is difficult watching others as they human along, doing such “grandiose” but minuscule things, thinking and calculating instead of knowing. Here, we must prove our validity, when we are validity itself. The “educated”, here, run about spouting and trying to evince theorems in order to be recognized as someone of worth. Gentlemen and women don their caps and gowns, heads held high in doubt of your worth, daring you to show yourself. And, though they would not recognize your authenticity if it sat on their heads, you play along, your ego teased into needing their approval. No matter theirs or your scholarly status, it is proof of infinity that is chased, to demonstrate it exists.
It does; it is you. Ask yourself, does infinity need to prove its existence, that it is real, that it is valid and worthy? No, it does not, nor do you. The dream you were elicited and dared to chase hither and yon, was to lose you to the chase. Many are lost in their journeys; doing this, chanting that, asking others in their need for validation. Infinity needs no validation, for it is, just as you are.
There is no need to buy anything for your journey to you, no need to travel, no gurus or masters needed, just quiet solitude. You chatter too much, you listen to monkeys chatter about this and that, how to do instead of Be. In your head, voices ring out that you are not enough, or, that you are superior, that you must do or be something. The something you need to do, is, nothing. It is in merely being without being that you Be; that you are, that all you have chased out there, somewhere, lives.
You will never eat enough, drink enough, read or know enough, be rich or poor enough, nor anything enough. These are small games, counting points of everchanging light that fade away before they can be tallied.
Yes, I can hardly wait to watch as you accept the infinincy of God within.
Beautifully written Mark. Thank you for sharing :)