A Dance With Chaos
Written several years ago by me via Facebook Notes. (Click on the image to read "A Dance With Chaos" and several other important writings.)
When you connect to the Beingness of God, you will feel the connection like you have never felt anything before. Some call it a Kundalini or Satori experience. I call it, I Am.
This one experience is not the entirety of you, but another step, to an another, and...
If words come out that have no meaning to you, allow them, say them.
If you feel something deeply, but have no understanding of the feeling, allow the feeling and if you know something without understanding, know it, for you will come to understand.
When you start to realize that answers come before your questions, you will understand that you are connecting with a realm, a state of being that has no linear time.
When we think of God, we think linearly, within the confines of the experiences we have had within this realm, a place in time, up and down, light and dark - of orderly steps. This ordered existence is relatively easy to deal with because we have a semblance of control. However, when our delusion of control is threatened, we force our or society’s Will upon those living within what we do not control.
The realm of God, of the Universe, of, I Am, is so different from our grasping intellect that we separate ourselves from what we feel and do not allow ourselves to live within the sphere of God. The cognitive dissonance screaming at us tells us more than the discomfort we feel; it begs us to dive into everything we fear and let go of everything we demand control over.
We are of a plane of existence where time does not exist, where there is no beginning or end, no up or down and no right or wrong. We in our purity, exist as Chaos, where we are everything, and everything is us. It is us, who create order from our mere dualistic but singular existence. As we live and experience here and now, chaos is ordered from our interactions.
It is our addiction to order that we now demand it; so we put musical notes in sequence, spend countless hours cleaning our homes, and adding law after law to enforce our need to control. It is our existing as chaos, our flowing with it instead of resisting it that breaks our addiction of control.
It has been said those who survive; adapt to change more quickly. Look at the matter like this. Our thrive-ability expands past our adapting to the physical, to our opening ourselves to all possibilities and potentialities, and the chaos awaiting our notice and willingness to be one with everything, all at once.
Everything, music, writings, thoughts, and prayers, exists without constraints of time and space, when or where. It is us who sees no further than the order of things and is why we bind ourselves to this place of control and order through our organized words, musical notes and the like.
Here in this sphere, we want order - so we order. If someone lives within random thoughts, speaks tongues that others don’t understand, hears voices others cannot, we instill and even force order into them, so we can remain in the illusion of control. What we are missing is not our control of chaos, but our dance with it. When you are aware of this and the fact that you are not in control, you will understand that you have arrived at you, who needs not to control, but only to dance with the chaos that is within and all around you. In this, the adventure you are on takes a whole new meaning. ~ I Am - Wisdom
If you have read this far, you should continue. ~ Mark
Beyond Control, There is Chaos (I Am - Wisdom Newsletter Link)
The Choice of Duality (I Am - Wisdom Newsletter Link)
Infinincy (I Am - Wisdom Newsletter Link)
The End Is The Beginning (I Am - Wisdom Newsletter Link)
Freedom Does Not Behave (I Am - Wisdom Newsletter Link)